Edvolution

2011-08-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to do now. I am stuck. I know that if I were to work, I will have minimum time with her. But if I don't work, I am seriously low on cash and plus my parents will start to nag at me all over again.

Can someone tell me what should I do?

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些

- 超人不会飞 -

2011-03-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

I am sorry.

2010-12-27T18:03:00.002+08:00

There are some times when I want to announce to the whole world that this is the person I love the most.

And this is the time.

I LOVE YOU BABY.

高调爱 就要这么对味
给你爱幸福得很明显
你是我第一顺位
我要让全世界都看见
高调爱 就像每个音阶
给你爱甜蜜得好特别
你让我骄傲一点
我让你幸福直到永远

- 高调爱 -

2010-12-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hate going outfield. Hope this week faster pass.

Christmas is coming soon, followed by the new year. Next year will be a better year for us. We will get better as we grow older.

As for my dear gay buddy, I really do hope that he can get out of his shadow soon. Felt quite helpless when he was down. Didn't really know how to console him. Hope everything will go well for him next year too.

A new year, A new beginning.

2010-12-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today was hectic. Hope tomorrow will be better. Life is so much better now after I moved on.

Hope Edwin is getting better too.

I am starting to skip for 100 reps each day to keep fit!!

2010-12-13T19:22:00.003+08:00

I'm in love.

Last thursday, I went to have supper at siglap followed by a walk at east coast park with this girl.
She was very special, very different from other girls.
Didn't really know what happen at that moment. I guess it came naturally.
From the FIRST SIGHT, I fell in love with her straight away.

Well, I am with this girl right now and I hope I can really treat her well and love her with everything I can.
Not to repeat my past mistakes again.
Hope everyone can give me their fullest support and blessings.

I've move on. I can't live in my past forever. I need to break through it.
But that break up will always serve as a wake up call, a punishment to me.

爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后你会是所有
幸福的理由

- Forever Love -

2010-12-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

Never under estimate anyone and over rate yourself.

人最难打败的自己

- 箇中強手 -

2010-12-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

I have never ever seen someone like this. He doesn't even know what love is. He probably don't deserves any love at all.

你对我多好
多温柔多认真
不构成爱我的资格
除非你只看着我
想着我只有我
爱本来就该独一无二

- 爱我的资格 -

2010-12-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to my buddy, brother, gay partner. Thanks for being there for me when I needed it. Thanks a million.

朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

- 朋友 -

Now, I believe he needs some advice and assistance in his life to get over this

做不成的爱人变成最好朋友

- 不做你的朋友 -

2010-12-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

I am thinking of her the whole day. Wonder is she thinking of me too.

2010-12-06T20:11:00.005+08:00

I respect your decision and hope you could recover from all the pain.

Just to let you know that, this idiot here
==>Edmund Sun Jin Jie <==
will wait for you to recover from the pain, to be ready for another relationship, to once again fall in love with me, no matter how long it takes.

80 years.

In the mean time, I will be your best friend with love between us.
Hope that I will be the first one you call when you encounter a problem, first one you call when you are lonely, first one to call when you need that somebody.

I'll be there for you.
This five words I'll promise you.

你是我最深爱的女人 你有最美丽的嘴唇
你拥有最动人的眼神你带给我幸福和快乐
我的爱绝对是永恒
做什么都值得爱上了一个人

- 你是我最深爱的女人 -

2010-12-06T02:30:00.003+08:00

EDMUND SUN, GO FUCK YOURSELF NOW. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO FUCKING DO THIS TO HER AGAIN AND AGAIN? YOU DON'T DESERVE TO EVEN FUCKING LIVE IN THE FUCKING WORLD. YOU ARE A FUCKER, BIG TIME.

Yeah. I agree with that. I don't deserve living in this world.

2010-12-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

Every night, I have to do this.

原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分
你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些

- 自我催眠 -

Sorry for hurting you again and again.

真心仍在与你永不分开
这一生只愿和你相爱
与你同在只为你等待
FEEL SO SORRY
BABY I’M SO SORRY
I NEVER MEANT
I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU

- 无心伤害 -

2010-12-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Sometimes physical pain can take away some of the emotional pain. Even though it is temporary.

就让我一个人去痛到受不了伤到快疯掉
死不了就还好

- 寂寞寂寞就好 -

2010-12-05T14:50:00.001+08:00

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血悲伤也不会流泪

- 不屑 -

2010-12-05T10:37:00.000+08:00

我感动了天感动了地，却怎么也感动不了你

2010-12-05T09:52:00.007+08:00

爱呢你的爱呢
你呢我的你呢
从前的那些快乐
变了没了
我好怀念你刚开始爱上我的那天

- 爱呢 -

Yesterday went to sing my heart out with Edwin, hoping that I would feel better but it didn't.

谁还记得是谁先说
永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们
以后的伤口

- 记得 -

I would not deny the fact the I am in pain. When will all this stop? Everyday, I am like losing some part of myself, sooner or later I know, I will lose everything. It's out of my control. I tried so hard but every try just hurt me more. Now I am like a walking zombie, lifeless. Someone Help Me. Please.

自从那天分手后停不住泪滴
想念一个人能忘记自己
让我爱你什么都愿意
如果没有你我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及再说我爱你
如果能在遇见你把你抱紧
从此步分离决不放弃我要告诉你
Baby I am sorry.

- Baby 对不起 -

I am really trying to let go but i just can't seem to be able to achieve it. Sometimes I really felt that I don't want to be here anymore.

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

- 说好的幸福呢 -

Now, she has made the points very clearly to me. I know what she wants and I will try my best to give her what she wants. I've never stop doing that, giving her what she wants.

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什么

- 疼爱 -

I really need to get my life back but the point is, I don't know how.

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
我不知道如何度过今夜

- 天灰 -

2010-12-05T03:16:00.001+08:00

December is going to be so empty now with all the planned leave hanging around. The surprise was on me afterall.

2010-12-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It is quiet understanding, mutual confidence, sharing and forgiving. It is loyalty through good times and bad. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowance for weakness. Love is content with the present, it hopes for the future and it doesn't brood over the past. It's the day in, day out chronicles of irritations, problems, compromises, small disappointments, big victories and common goals. If you have love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it is not enough.

2010-12-04T02:50:00.001+08:00

No Matter How Hard Life Pushes Me.
I Will Never Back Down.

2010-12-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

If everyone has a choice of their own super powers, what will yours be?

2010-12-03T14:15:00.003+08:00

I know you would be reading my blog and you said before my smile brightens up your day.

Hope this helps.

Be Happy! XDXD

2010-12-03T11:55:00.001+08:00

As I run through all the memories in my head. I found myself smiling a lot.

2010-12-02T12:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, for the very first time, I have nights out at such an early timing but I don't know what to do with it.

时间是一个非常重要的东西，
我多么希望我有多一点时间让我弥补我的错.

2010-12-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

Ever lost something that was so important to you? If you did, I feel your pain. 10 times worse.

After this incident happened, I lost a lot of things. I lost my appetite, lost my direction, lost my desire to work, lost my passion to play soccer. lost my senses, lost my goals, most importantly, I lost faith in love. Lost faith in true love. I don't think I will ever go into another relationship again. Unless she come back again. People always ask what's love? Well, now I feel love is so superficial, all the things that was said before could be overwritten so easily. I tried my best to convince her not to go into that relationship. Not because of I want her back, but really as a friend. Just because of somethings she can forgo all the extremely negative things that he had done before. I can't believe it can be so superficial. Well it's her decision anyway. I can only be there for her if really things happens. I really hope I am the first person she will come to if anything happens. No matter what I will still be waiting for her.

我站在你不远处，不在乎守候有多辛苦
我依然还在等待，等待你会回来

2010-11-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

Its not good for people to control what their heart feels. Let it come out naturally and accept it.

2010-11-29T16:06:00.003+08:00

I've decide not to fight this war anymore. Not that I give up. But rather I don't want to hurt her.

Let her go, let her be with who she want to be with. Although it hurts. But I really can't stand me hurting her even so much more.

There are still much more other things for me to do. Hovering around love doesn't get me to anywhere. If she is mine, no matter where she go, in the end she still will be mine. Seeing things in a different light helps me a lot. At least now, I don't pressurize her and push her to the edge.

我想你已表现的非常明白

你离开后我才明了幸福已经溜掉
怎么隐藏我的悲伤失去你的地方
只要你偶尔想起来我就住在那片海
爱得很深所以心很疼
我想要学会自我催眠痛觉会少一些
你是我最深爱的女人
我会学著放弃你是因为我太爱你
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
我爱你就应该对你越来越好
我们都知道彼此心中其实这份爱没停过.

2010-11-28T18:14:00.002+08:00

I would march across the desert to defeat my enemy
And i would lie here in the trenches with your picture next to me
And when i told you it’s forever then that’s how it’s gonna be
Don’t wanna let him just take the place of me
Does he really know you like i know you, all the little things
Does he really love you like i love you, how can he compete
If he makes me fight for you, die for you
Would he do the same
This is turning to way more than a game
Now it feels like soldiers in a war
Non of us are backing down
And i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battleground
Cos he don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna go
And i know just how this battle goes
He don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna fight this kind of war
You know he’s not the man you think he is, he’s hiding all his flaws
So tell me what’s the point of fighting because we’ll all end up with scars
But god if that’s what i must go through than i’m not prepared to lose
Cos i’ve already bled so much for you
Does he really know you like i know you, all the little things
Does he really love you like i love you, how can he compete
If he makes me fight for you, die for you
Would he do the same
Baby this is turning to way more than a game
Baby cos we’re soldiers in a war
Non of us are backing down
And i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battleground
Cos he don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna go
And i know just how this battle goes
He don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna fight this kind of war
I’m getting kinda sick of this battle
Wish i could take it back to when i had you
I’m almost thinking that he can have you, just let him have you
It’s getting kinda hard to convince you
After all the shit that we’ve been through
Why would you let all this happen
You got a choice to make it stop
Its already gone too far girl
We’re soldiers in a war
And non of us are backing down
And i will show you victory is mine before we leave this battleground
Cos he don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna go
And i know just how this battle goes
He don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna fight this kind of war
Cos he don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna go
And i know just how this battle goes
He don’t wanna leave and i don’t wanna fight this kind of war

2010-11-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

My body is very weak now. I don't know what is happening to it. I hope I still have the strength to fight for what I want even if it is risking my health.

2010-11-28T08:44:00.002+08:00

The happiest thing on earth is when the person you love most is lying next to you and the thing that hurts the most is when the person you love is so near yet so far.

-Edmund Sun.

I and not a fighter. But I will fight for what I love.

2010-11-28T08:27:00.007+08:00

Thoughts.

2010-11-28T08:22:00.001+08:00

I should start reading some books now to burn time when I am not doing anything instead of keep playing.

2010-11-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

For the past few days, I didn't really slept well. Nightmares keep coming at me non-stop. But today, I believe I will have a good night rest.

Glad that everything is okay now. I took a step back, gave her the breathing space she need and also only love her enough till the point whereby its not suffocating her. Really thanks Edwin alot for helping me straighten myself out and also supporting me for the past 2 days.

I am going to play by the game rules now.
No pressurizing.
No commitment.
Being able to handle whatever the consequences will be.

So now, instead of starting to be sweet to her and stuffs like that, I should start by improve myself first and sustaining it. I believe this is the thing that she wanted to see the most. Hopefully my effort and my true heart will touch her.

I am all prepared for this. This opponent is incredibly strong but I will be able to overturn the odds. Just hope that time will be on my side now.

Good night World!

Let the game begin.

2010-11-27T09:37:00.002+08:00

I used to think that blogging is a serious waste of time. But now, I feel blogging can take part of me away. I can express whatever is in me by blogging.

I always wanted to change.
This time it's for real.
I am going to change
and sustain the change.

Its not for solely for her. But for the people around me, my friends, my buddies,my relatives, her and most importantly for my family.

I know. Saying all these is way too easy. Executing it, is way harder I may face a mountainous challenge. But if i never try. I will never know.

2010-11-27T09:07:00.002+08:00

I did something that I could have never imagined I did. I let go of her. Let her be with the person she think is best for her. Wishfully waiting for her to come back to me. I am going to pick up blogging now. I need to express how I felt inside me. And not bottled up everything anymore. I am not going to be the same person I use to be.

No lies.
No excuses.
Hardwork.
Effort.
Communication.
Expressions.
With a true lion heart.

I believe I will still be able to stand tall. Take everything in my stride. Solve every problem I can. Hope for the best.

爱一个人不一定要拥有她，而是让她感觉到幸福快乐

If we are meant to be together, no matter what happen in the past, present, future, it doesn't meant that we should be together now. We can be together again in the future.

Yeah. I've blogged.

2009-02-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Valetines Day to all couples in the clique~~

Last friday marks the end of my fyp - FINALLY!!! and 1 more day to mark the end of my course!!
Going on to the main point, met up with baby at ard 3 plus at her home and waited for her to prepare for our camping trip at ECP. While waiting for her to get ready, watch a few videos on youtube and slacked a bit before heading to ECP. Went to giant and get a inflatable matteress at a cheap price and have our dinner at pastamania.Went to ntuc to get some drinks and chips and finally reached ECP and pitched our tents and pump our matteress and the matteress is sooooo comfortable to slp on! Went to rent a double bike for overnight and started cycling from ECP all the way to changi beach!! For those who doesnt know where changi beach is, it is near the airport run way. so u can imagine the distance travelled!! We rested near the runway for a little while before going back to our tent. During the night, the wind was cool and was not hot like the previous few times. Slept thru the night and woke up the next day morning having our mcdonald breakfast!! It started to rain a little so we decided to pack up and went home. Took a quick shower at her hse and went to take a short nap. After waking up, we went to parkway intending to have some hot soup or dessert and swensens and delifrance which both have to wait for at least an hour.So we settle down at Mos burger sharing a meal and the corn soup. Walked her home from parkway before going home.

Baby, please forgive me for all the things tat i had done wrong regardless it is in the future or in the past. I Love You baby.

2008-12-25T23:58:00.003+08:00

Back from the 3 days 2 nights trip to KL, the purpose of going there is to LOOK at the girls do their shopping and while the guys are suppose to help them carry what they bought at least the last day was not like that, hahas.

Day 1

Left Singapore at ard 9am and reach KL at ard 3 plus, the 6 hr was really tiring although there was not much activity except for sleeping on the bus. After checking in the hotel, the girls started on their shopping spree and leaving the guys jus staring at thin air. Their chinatown street was filled with all the fake stuffs. Dinner was excellent and baby wasn't used to road side food and started to make some comments bout it, as usual she would always complain bout every single thing.

Day 2

Woke up at ard 9 plus to have their buffet breakfast then proceeded to shopping again, incredibly the girls can shop for 4 hrs non stop and have not even bought finish their stuffs.Lunch was great, eating a famous stall of wanton mee there. Around 6 plus, we went to klcc which is kinda far from our hotel and the way they built the mrt stations is kinda stupid due to all the trains belong to different operators. The twin tower was nice esp during the night, the lightings of it was like WOW~! Dinner was western restaurant and the food was OK compared to sg. Late into the night ard 12 plus,there was a sight which could not be seen in singapore, the streets are still full of cars and people. Went for a game of bowling with her daddy, cousin and baby.

Day 3

Its the last day of our trip and this is the only day tat we went seperate ways, her cousin and I went to play arcade and bowling while the gals and her dad went to shop. Checked out of the hotel at 11 plus and went our seperate ways and meet up again at ard 2 to leave KL and back to sg. During the bus ride we watch 3 movie on the way home and found out tat my sim card was spoilt.

2008-12-13T23:19:00.005+08:00

Woke up today early morning for soccer at tampiness which is like fucking far. Reach there ard 11 and started the match. Felt so lethargic after match and oso very giddy due to the heat i tink, reached home and took a nap all the way to 8 pm and went down to have my dinner while my baby was scaring me with slp poisoning, which i dun really tink tat it existed at all. So.... My baby started nagging at me for slping too much and lying on the bed too much. Keep nag and nag and nag and nag, sometimes i wonder how do girls have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much things to nag about? Tml is the 14th, looking forward to it =D

For any guys who wanted to know how to stop a nagging gf or wife pls go to this link
How to stop a nagging wife or gf

Yup, and this is Show's latest Mv XDXD

2008-12-07T00:41:00.006+08:00

Went out with baby after soccer today, met up with her at eunos mrt platform and she was late for lyk 4 mins?. Proceeded to popular at bras basah and saw this book on chinese horoscope. We came across this paragraph in the book,

Snake Husband and Dragon Wife
He is loving but possessive and complicated. She is generous, open and excitable. He is careful and deliberate in his actions. She may have to struggle with him to put across her views. Some friction is bound to develop in the marriage but secretly the Dragon female longs for someone wiser and more dominating than herself. The Snake will not only provide a stabilizing force for the union but he will admire the ambition and enthusiasm of his Dragon wife. Together they could surge forward with greater determination. A helpful and constructive alliance.

We also came across this book titled "How to unhook a DD cup bra without fumbling", the interesting thing bout this book is, there is no E inside. We flipped through a few pages and true as the book stated, it really contain no E's at all.

Say what you mean and mean what you say,
If you can't do that, then don't say it.

"Tan Zhao Rong"

This is the lesson I learnt today from baby for being late.

2008-12-02T23:01:00.004+08:00

Went out with baby today to catch a movie at the cathay, watched city of ember, its a interesting show but with not a very nice ending. Walked to bugis to have our dinner, eaten den went to kinokunya to browse some magazines.

She is so stressed up within these few days. If you guys are really and truly her friends, let her choose who she really want to be with. I really dunno what make u guys try to stop her so hard from being with me again. If you all think that i am not good enough for her or will leave her again, then i will have to prove you guys wrong.

Baby, always remember that, its you and me against the world, not you alone.

=)

Lady Lady one more try
再试着了解我的爱
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的回忆里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记
我也能适应
我依然是你的情人
我依然爱你最深
Right Here, Right Now
Im looking at you, and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

2008-11-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

One last chance, One last try.
Met up with zr ytd and discuss some stuffs.

Woke up at ard 2 today and my mum told me tat she wanted to change phone with me.Wahahaha!!! But its not confirm yet thou. Yeap, went out with neighbours to play soccer at the nearby street soccer court and had dinner with them. Yup, tat agar agar make up my day bahx.

Miracles do happen, don't they?

2008-11-27T00:52:00.002+08:00

Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
OH I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

2008-11-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

She called. I rejected her. Is it a mistake i made again?

Someone please tell me.

Off to slp. Nights my friends.

2008-11-26T21:17:00.006+08:00

Now, i am tearing as i am blogging.

When she was mine, i didn cherish her.

When she was gone, i realise how i miss her.

These few weeks i have been struggling to let go of her but it failed. But today, from her sms saying, "i don think we should meet the next valentine", i felt lyk being push off the cliff and nothing to break my fall, i have lost all the confidence i have. She will have my blessings no matter who she end up in the end.

From now on, I am going to forget her and let go of everything that was once so sweet.

Bye Tan Zhao Rong, the girl who once i was deeply in love with.

Friends, please and i really say please dun mention her name infront of me anymore. Please.

2008-11-25T13:08:00.003+08:00

Chatted with simin over msn ytd and asked her lots of questions and found out tat mayb after 2 years, i may not have any chance left to find her back. I tink i shld give up now, even choon ngee said, " aiya, she will not remember you de lah." to me. Haiz

Anyway, skip sch today and went to see the doc for my cough, took the mc and came back home to slack.

My head is filled with so many things, so little time but so much to think.

2008-11-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

Time to Revive my blog.

2008-11-23T21:30:00.001+08:00

Yeah. I Still Miss Her. Alot.

2008-02-16T00:50:00.003+08:00

Wahahaha!!!!

Its ME again!!! Back to blogging after disappearing for 12 months!!!

First and foremost, Happy Valetine's Day to All Couples Ard me and Happy 2 year anniversary to ME AND MY BABY!!!

12 Feb 2008

Felt sibeh tired after spending the night at km hse gambling the whole night. Won 30 bucks throughout the nite. Change my HP and ate sakae with my family.

14 Feb 2008

Today i went out in the morning at 9 plus meeting my baby at eunos mrt to celebrate our 2nd yr anniversary after so so so many problems we gone thru...We met ard 11 and coincidently we were wearing couple wear!!!We both wore white vest...So we went to The Cathay to buy the movie tickets for kung fu dunk at 3.15pm. We gt our very first couple watch at city chain after buying the movie tickets.Left with so much time to spend, we went to X-Zone to shoot some hops, and lyk some other days,we broke the record there and leave that place proudly...Hahas...Baby suggested that to play LAN since we have nth else to do le, so slack at E2-Max for 2 hrs.After watching the movie, we are stuck on deciding wad to eat...after discussing for 30 mins at marina square, we decided to eat fish and co. As my baby have a curfew, she nid to reach home by 10 pm, so i send her till her gate step.Took the MRT home and saw XS and lyn.

15 Feb 2008

Meet up with baby at 5.30pm. And she complaint tat she waited for me for 30 mins during the whole day.Went to her home and waited for her daddy to come home and bring us out for a movie which her daddy has booked earlier.Watch CJ7 at 9.45pm. The movie was not much of a comedy but quite a sad show comparing to AH Long pte ltd.

LAST BUT LAST LEAST!!!!

I LOVE YOU DABIANZHI!!!!

AND YOU YOU ARE FOREVER MY DABIANZHI!!!!!

MUACKSS!!!!

2008-02-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

YoYoYo!!!

Testing Testing 123..

2007-02-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...Ok Now...Exams have past and its time for update...

Firstly, Happy 1st year Anniversary to baby and me!!!

Secondly, Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples out there!!

Thirdly, Happy International Friendship Day to everyone especially to the singles out there!!

Today is going to be the start of our 2nd year between me and baby...Our first year was an exciting one.We had lots of quarrels together but we too have good times together too!! Hmmm..How I wish I can go back to time when i first met her at a most unexpected place...Bugis Guardian...If not for my friends who help me to get her number..I think I would most probably still be single by now...Well...I bought a pair of rings for our valentine,s day cum 1st year present...while baby made a photo album for me consisting of all the photos we took together and I insisted that the timeline for the photos were wrong..but Baby keep say that it was correct..but anyway I was very touch because I can see that she really spend lots of her time doing the photo album for me...THANK YOU BABY!!! YOU ARE THE BEST!!! Then I made a very big big big mistake on the first day of our second year...I bought her a ring of the wrong size...Sadded...Haiz..So in the end she have to wear the ring round her neck...because it would fall off even if it was on her thumb...We went to Plaza Singapura and try asking whether if it could be altered..but sadly...it cant be altered...we went for lunch after that at KFC before proceeding to PC Bunk...There was hardly any souls in PC Bunk..but I think because it is still in the early afternoon bahx...We went to the Cathay and watch Epic Movie...Which I personally think that its a VERY LAME show...We went Mapling before the movie at E2Max...After the Movie, we went to ShiLin Street Snacks to fill our stomach..We then went to ECP, the place where started off last year to enjoy the sea breeze...after that i send baby back to her house and forbid her to maple but to study for her upcoming exams...

Baby, Hope you will do well in your exams k?
Muacks!! Happy 1st year Anniversary...
We learn to understand each other as we grow old de...
Hope We Last!!!

2007-01-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

HAIZ....

Went to sch for exam, eat lunch with friends, went to SPGG to play arcade, quarrel with baby, went to Kbox with frens, still quarreling with baby, reach home,still quarreling with baby, wrote an email to baby, going to sleep.

Please do not ask me anything bout the quarreling...
Especially *YEO SI MIN*
Do not disturb...
Good Night World...

****[UPDATED]****

2006-12-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

Wahx!! Since a long time that I updated liao...
Hmm..during this week had a match against SmA on last monday well... we won them 2-1 with me scoring 2 goals..but the match was postpone to ytd..but due to some problems the SmA decided to let us walkoverand so we won the match 2-1 and proceeded to the semi-finals..i tink the match will most prob be on next wed bahx...went out with baby ytd, we budget ourselves to only 5 bucks each...but in the end we still over spent..but i still save 25 bucks for this wk..haiz...have to save money for christmas le..thinking to work during my 3 weeks holiday..but so many projects are coming up le..arghx!!! STRESS ARHX!!!haix..end of sem test is coming in 7 wks tym le..must start study liao..so sian...
Well anyway i gt a job which is at midnight..help the MRT to pump petrol..30 bucks per hr..from 12 am to 8 am...but when u finish ur job den can go liao..so if anybody is interested in this job pls tell me at my tagboard..LOL...and oso actually i found out wad is the safest thing tat a guy can tell a woman...is "Have Some Chocolate"
And finally..i wish to thank my baby for coming over to SP to watch my play soccer...and the 2 goals i scored is for u,BABY!!
I LOVE YOU!!
If anyone gt any job lobang pls tell me k..In need of job..
Looking forward to the semi-finals of the inter-cons.
Nites All...

2006-11-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today went to meet baby at outram park mrt at 1030...to catch a show at ViVoCity..we went to watch Happy Feet...Well i can say tat it is a very good show...hahas...it is about this penguin which cant sing well...but he can dance well...and the rest it for u guys to watch it urself...Seriously...Its a good show..Must Watch!!! After the movie we hang ard ViVo for a while before proceeding to Eunos...Then something really funny happen...we dont have enough money to but hotties and mashed potato from 7-eleven so...we went ard to beg for 70 CENTS!!! Well we gt the 70cents anyway..so in Singapore there are still kind people...but it was really fun begging from other people although it was baby asking for it...hahas...Then we went back to Eunos...Saw baby and her daddy Roller Blade...wad i can conclude is her daddy certainly blade better than baby...Hahas...den went to her hse to have a simple yet delicious dinner...After dinner, Baby, her sister , her cousin and I sat in a circle and started to tell ghost stories...right after she say this..i noe wad is going to happen..she is going to bully her cousin AGAIN...Haiz...well as expected..she did made her cousin cry REAL LOUD!!! LoL...then baby is going to have dinner with her parents outside...So i guess tat it was tym for me to head back home too...

Well ytd we lost to Sports Club...Which was expected...But!!! We took the lead first!!! In the end we still lost 2-1..Haiz...2 more matches to come...hope to win both and qualify into the second round...

Goodnitex all...

2006-11-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

Something profound to express a love for someone..
Is there anymore sentence my profound than "I Love U"??
Haiz...
For the past few days...both grandparents have been moving in and out of my hse...Firstly...my granma moved in...bcos my granpa has signs of mild stroke and was admitted into the hosiptal...after two days...my granpa was discharge from the hosiptal...den my granma move back to their hse...then..in the afternoon...my granma accidentally cut herself...and bcos she has lack of platelets(shld be spelled lyk tat bahx)..aiya..which means her blood cannot be clot together..so my family agree to this tat my granma move to stay with my uncle and my granpa move in to stay with us...
Soccer training had been cancelled this past 2 days for dunno wad reason...haiz...went to the new stadium constructed near Xs hse today for a swim with Xs and Cn...during tat tym..2 gals approach us and ask for Cn and my hp no...Well as expected we didn't give..but after tat...Cn seems to be very interested in them...and keep looking at them from a distance...soon after..it started to rain which was as forecasted by Cn...So we stop swimming and sit by the side...after 15 mins or so..the lifeguard gave the green light to swim again...Den we went straight for the slide which is really damn boring compared to the ones at JE swimming complex...Ard half hour later..there were sounds of thunder..so the lifeguard indicate to stop all activities again...Den we got bored of swimming..so we decided to change up and go eat...we had our so call dinner at pioneer mall...den decided to go to Xs hse to play..haiz...i lost to Cn in english chess sia...but won him in chinese class =)...but playing chess was boring..so i suggested to play big 2...the loser have to do sit-ups or pumpings..we played quite a few rounds..with Cn doing ard 300 sit-ups..Me doing ard 200 sit-ups..and Xs only doing less than 50...

Changes do happen in everyday life for us right??
Things may not go according to plan...
Well i will mean wad i say..but of the mood is not right..things will change de correct?? E.g. I said I wanted to update my blog...but suddenly I have really really no mood to update it and will do it some other days..is this oso considered not meaning wad i say??
Really things WILL NOT GO ACCORDING TO PLAN...

Haix..projects are coming again...
VeryFuckedUp...

2006-11-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hahas time to update...

16 November 2006

Today actually having soccer training but since baby wanted to meet me today so i decided not to go for soccer went to meet baby...meeting baby at 7 while my class end at 230...So Xs and Cn accompany to clementi to play pool till ard 430...den i accompany them back to sch again..Thinking tat baby is ending her lessons at 7..so i plan to leave Sp at 530..but...but...den baby msg me tat her sch is ending at 6 today...so i was lyk wtf !? i will be late for meeting her!! but in the end i still reach Eunos Mrt earlier than baby..hahas...we went to Paya Lebar to eat..baby ate Delifrance well i eat Long John Silver..went to eat delifrance first cos baby said tat she is hungry..den proceeding to Long John Silver..Went to baby hse to play with Cash..but it seems lyk Cash is very tired or some sort lyk tat..but baby keep saying tat he is only lazy...On the way back..baby called me and we tok throughout the journey till i reach the door step of my home..

17 November 2006

Went out with baby today to Toa Payoh to eat Long John Silver AGAIN..hahas...den we hang ard there till 6 plus...during tat period of tym we went to courts and tested out their sofas and carpet...test which one feels more comfortable...after tat send baby to Eunos...den she say she's hungry...so we went to eat at a shop at the Mrt station...Well it feels weird eating there with so many people walking outside...Baby ordered a plate of chicken hotdog spaghetti which cost 3 bucks..Well there is really nth special bout the spaghetti..and baby keep saying tat she oso know how to cook tat spaghetti..which is boil the noodles den add hotdogs and adding the tomato sauce on top of it...Den send baby to her home...after tat me went straight home..slp throughout the entire journey back home...quite a tiring day...

18 November 2006

Today woke up early for the usual street soccer session..meet up with Xs in the bus...ended our soccer session at ard 1220..den went to eat chicken rice for breakfirst at ard 1245 pm...today not meeting baby because by the tym i reach Eunos she will have to go back home le..cos she is having a dinner at nite with her family...So Cn came to my hse at ard 2 plus cos later in the evening we are going to Xs for some video making...helped Cn to install Fm2007 cos she say tat after she install and start to play..the screen will go black...even though i helped her to install the game..it jus seems lyk it really cannot be played on her Laptop...hahas..den she went on to play Winning 9...he use Liverpool..saw her playing against Charlton..play for 3 tyms...all lose..LoL... First match lost 2-1...
Second Match..Lead 2-0 but den Charlton come back..3-2...
Last Match...Lost 1-0..
Den she was fed up den dun wan play liao...
She ask me to play DotA with her over the Battlenet..So i say anything lohx..Went to Xs hse at ard 7 plus...den found out tat one of my bikes tire spoil...so i have to carry it all the way to Xs hse while Cn was riding the better one...Went to make the video which is lyk a 3-4 minutes sort clip...Its about a 2 guys...For more info bout this video please ask Xs or Cn bout it..cos i oso dunno how to explain wad is the clip about...
Reached home at ard 1130..called baby and tok to her over the phone...

For all readers..
All the She and Her tat I used in 18 november is all refering to Cn..and not any other gals...please do not misunderstand it..

Pic taken when my hair was still long by baby..
Do i seriously look lyk a gal in this pic??

More pics of my baby ZiLianing...

After my haircut...
look gong mahhx??
Cos baby keep saying tat it looks gong...

2006-11-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

Post deleted..
Thus the one u all jus saw jus now is not considered a real post..cos now things turn around already..Hahas...But i still gt my haircut anyway...

...::Still Together::...

2006-11-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz...Wont be blogging this few days...Having my MST this few days..Wish me luck...
And tml is the 9th month anniversary together with my baby...going to Vivocity to eat tml cos y baby wanted to...She said she wanted to eat the Korea Ramen there which I supposely think tat it is maggie mee lohx...I oso can cook tat mahx...y mus go till there to eat ne?? but nvm...I will give my baby whatever she wants and whatever she needs...
HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TOGETHER BABY!!!!

nO MatteR Wad Happen Between US...
I Still Love You

2006-11-11T21:29:00.000+08:00

Aiyo eh ah...today really dun feel lyk blogging..but well i did anyway...today morning wake up at 6.15 to prepare for soccer, meeting Cn and Yz at boon lay control station..which i am expecting tat they will surely be late..(Hey Guys..i dont really remember any day tat no one was late when we were going together...seriously..)Hahas...i tink tat nxt tym we shld have forfeit for those ppl who are late...ok..today the score read 1-0 of cos Mit won CLS...but too bad i didnt score...but was suppose to score 2 penalties...sian...i let the penalties to be taken be our last yr captain..but he misses both shooting them in the same direction for the keeper to save easily...
As for the information for Cn..i did not dive for the second penalty!! although i dived for the first..hahas...So pls dun call me a diver...
After soccer went to meet baby at bedok...den we went to catch a show..DoA...well..all i can say bout this show is...good fighting scenes...stupid ending...Den i accompany baby till 630 lyk tat...cos she meeting her fren and going for her class gathering till 10..i suppose...
Do u all think tat i nid a hair cut?? Bcos i am considering to cut my hair until lyk Yan Ya Lun of FeiLunHai ...Which i tink shld be something lyk this...

Nice Mahx??
Please give some comments...

2006-11-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today went to my cousin there to buy get my soccer boots..Finally!! Hahas..although didn't quite get wad i wanted, but i still like the boots tat i had chosen. There is a picture of it below..

I decided to get white although it will get dirty easily..bcos other colours doesn't seems to match my jersey colour..After that, i went for Sakae Sushi with my classmates at Funan, well we ate a lot of things, food jus kept coming and coming, jus lyk tat time when we are celebrating Xs birthday at the buffet place...
Well actually each of us only have a limit of $6.50 but our PT is willing to pay more..and of cos the bill came up to a huge amount..$490.99..Incredible ritex?? Well, after tat went to walk ard Funan for a little while with my classmates before heading home..
Tml is the match day of SMIT and CLS...well i hope we can win CLS..and i am going to score against them..Muahaha!!!
I will report the score tml if it is good..if there is no score..tat means we lose..but the percentage of it is very little bahx...Hahas..

2006-11-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz...today morning was suppose to go for soccer training in the morning...but bcos something happen ytd nite..so wake up with a headache and swollen eyes...i called choon ngee to come my hse to collect my admin card and ic for the registration of the inter-cons.After he left, i continued my wonderful sleep...msg baby to ask where she is..den she told me she is at home..having sore throat and swollen eyes...so i ask her to see the doctor...after tat i continued my sleep...woke up ard 12 plus den saw my mum and dad in the living room...they asked whether do i want to eat western food at the foodcourt at gekpoh...i said anything, so we waited for my sis to be back home den went down to eat as a family.Upon reaching home after lunch, baby msg me that she is going out with lyn and Xs to city hall..so baby went to meet them and i stayed at home to study for my test next wk...haiz..stress ah!! Hahas..after not long of studying for 45 mins, i went down to play soccer with my neighbours. Around 6 plus, i accompanied them for a hair cut, dun worry i did not cut my hair...hahas..when i saw them after the haircut i suddenly laugh very loud...Cos they remind me of my hairstyle during secdonary sch days...Bowl head..Hahas...

About my baby and me, after talking for hours ytd nite, we had came up with a plan, we dun meet for 1 month and we can communicate by Sms, online chatting and phone calls. So it is considered as giving both of us a break.
So dun worry Guys..Everything is fine..
Thanks for the concern anyway..

WooHoo...Tml is going for Sakae Sushi at Funan IT Mall..Hahas..Its a treat from my personal tutor to the whole class..WaHahaha!!!

2006-11-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...
Today is my official 1st post day..hahas...
I woke up today feeling damn tired man...tink is ytd nite slp too late le bahx...
Woke up den play 1 game of DoTa...still feeling damn sian man...den dunno why suddenly got the urge to watch La Bi Xiao Xin...den i go ard the house finding crackers...den finally found a half packet of potato chips in the fridge...so i bian eat bian watch the show...den finish the chips le..ard 1 plus liao..went to Tp to find baby...saw her at Tp le den we go to a cafe to have a pizza and baked pasta...after tat baby still gt lesson till 5 which start at 4, so i waited for her in Tp library for a whole 1 hr...den after tat we went to her house there to have fried hokkien mee..dunno y lehx super like to eat her house there de hokkien mee...hahas..sian tml gt soccer training on 930 a.m. damn early lohx...Stop here..

Today is the official break up of me and my baby...but i will still call her baby and we are still frens...

To be continued...

2006-11-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...
Surprise that i will oso make a blog rite?
Hahas..
I am surprised myself too..
Testing to write a blog...
Please give any comments on it...